Day 2

From today I am going to be trying to avoid the news and all that goes with Covid19. It is everywhere and it is consuming. Yesterday was our first day of lockdown. Not too bad. Did some exercise stuff and are okay. Trying very hard not to snack too much. I don't want to put on weight. Not doing my rides I need to be careful. In my eyes SA is doing pretty well so far. But one thing this is going  to fuck a lot of people financially. That includes me.

I have quit my job as you know but the absolute poes I was working for is not worth shit. I don't normally dislike people but this guy is a solid. He will get what is coming to him. 

I am doing extremely well under the circumstances. Not much to do so doing it slowly. Will try and do more exercise stuff. I was pretty strong in the leg department but quite a bit of that will be lost. A little frustrating to say the least. But I will not be going out as instructed and only for food which I will need in a day or two. 

Okay people. There is not a single human being this is not going to touch. Be wise, be careful and remember don't be a poes. 

Be safe.

Hey Corona

So this covid is really off the scale. We all need to self isolate. Does riding on the mountain by yourself count? Well it better. Work is coming to end next month and the trip is on schedule. If we get locked down it will be an undercover trip. I will have enough supplies for a few days and a bike that will be ready to go. I am off tomorrow to buy a thermometer so I can check myself daily. Not a rectal one a mouth one. I will be recording my temperature and monitoring myself for the next 6 weeks. I will not be able to leave if I get covid. So it will be a very careful and monitored time. 

As for the rest of life and time I just don't know. Everything is changing daily. Who knows what is going to happen. I certainly don't. 

So stay safe and be smart. Don't be a poes and be lekka. 

Peace.

2 things

So I have some homework for you pisscats. 2 things you could do without that are in your life and 2 things you could do with more of in your life. So a little task. Can you do them? Or could you aim towards them? Or are you just a piss head like me and fuck this shit 🤣🤣. I guess just a little thought process that we could all start doing. Take it, leave it or smoke it. See if you can work towards this. Be true, be honest and most of all be you.

Peace.

Why

Why don't we all just stop being cunts and be more lekka. This is my new motto. Don't be a poes be lekka. 

So this is a message to all of yous don't be a poes be lekka.

But let's face it if you know me you are probably lekka anyways.

Sweet 🍬😋

In fact you are lekka so take a load off and be more lekka.

Closer

Time is moving and I am getting closer to what it is. Right now there is so much going on in this world. What is happening is going to dissolve a vast amount of what is on this planet. It is wiping out people's lives and destroying what people have tried to make for their future. I am not going to say more as you all understand. 

I am personally just trying to focus on what is to come. Maybe a rough plan, a sketchy sketch of what I want to do but nothing comes to mind. Just go out and enjoy what I love doing. Be part of what I love and take it all in once again. I shall be passing the Africa Burn site at some stage. It has been called off this year. I will take photos and we shall share in what we have seen and been a part of. It is just another sadness that has been created from this. I will go and enjoy and spend a night with the starts. Be part of the party that will not be. I shall make my own and enjoy it like I have before. Being me and taking in the best parts of this country. 

Life comes and it goes by so easily. Remember to stop and enjoy yourself and take gratitude for what you do. It is okay to be selfish and to want. It is okay to be alone and enjoy. It is okay to be you. 

Give yourself the love and peace you deserve. Be you.

Until then. 

loadshitting

So welcome to Africa. Loadshedding is in full swing now. If you thought Zimbabwe was a failed country try this one. We are in some serious shit. 

Well I am going riding soon. Looking to see what I can find out there. Being here trying to be a part of society right now is not something I want to do. There is just so little positives and people are really beginning to feel it. I honestly do not know how some people are surviving. It is going to get considerably worse before we see any improvement. I have a feeling I need to start looking at other countries to live in. This place is one flush away from the sewer. 

On a good note I am feeling good about my decision. Things are looking good and I am happy. 

Not much more news than that right now. The Epic starts on Sunday. Going to watch some of it on table mountain and then back home to watch the pros. Feels weird that 2 years ago I was on my bike and stopped to have a few days at the race. That was a lot of fun. 

I hope you all are doing well. Off to sleep now until the power comes on.

Just an update 🤣

So it keeps getting to the point I need to be at. So many thoughts now. So many ideas. So much of so much. There are things that happen which I will never fathom, understand or even grasp. Had dinner with my Father and Brother last night. Always good to see them both. We chatted and discussed a few topics. It was a good time.

I am trying to chill the fuck out on drinking during the week. So far not too bad. Seems drinking is so entrenched in our society. I don't mind the weekend stuff but I was drinking way too much during the week. I feel better over the last couple of weeks as I been much better. The one thing about my trips is that I drink very little while away. 

Wow when I read some of this shit I wonder what the hell I am on. Acid should be the answer 🤣🤯. 

If anyo6has any questions about where I should go please let me know. I am looking for ideas and places for this trip.

Alright I hope the next post will be better. As you can see I am rather boring these days. This will improve.

Peace.

Think so!

So really sort of two steps forward one step back at the moment. Keeping my eye on what needs to be done and trying to get it done. This is and will be my most difficult operation in the months to come. Keeping focused and being true to what I want. It all pans out in the end. No matter what the journey you are on the road to somewhere. Some people are excellent at doing this and keeping themselves totally committed. I struggle with this a bit but hopefully my mind is strong with this one. Some aspects right now are never better some are total shit holes but I am working towards where I want to be. 

Not much tonight just a bit of blabbering and hopefully motivation to get me moving. Until then. Peace!