less of this more of that

So trying really hard to make a few changes in the head. Less negativity, less shit, less thinking about 5 years time and less moaning about what is going to happen when I am old. Trying hard to focus on the coming year alone, how I can get my business up and running and about how successful it will be. Where will I store my millions and how will I cope with the demand for tours. 

Too much focus on the wrong and very little on what is good. It is so difficult to change ones mindset. I try every day. Maybe the issue is I think about it too much. I just need to focus on the now and how to get where I need to be. Do my course and get out and ride. As you know that is what makes me happy. Stop listening about how difficult it all is and know that I will be the part of the system that make it all come together. 

If you have any secrets on how to do this let me know. 

In the meantime I will be focusing on my course and how I am goin to structure this whole beast to be exactly what I want it to be and how I think it will work. 

So happy Tuesday and do your best to be positive. It is the same difficult for all of us. If anyone had any secrets to this let us all know. 

Take care people. 

Take a minute

Just a quick one here. Whether you are religious or not, tonight is a good time. Take a minute at any time to have a thought for all the special people, animals or souls you have know and lost. A few things went through my mind on my ride tonight. I am sure you all do your bit and have your thoughts when you need to. Just a bit extra for tonight. They are gone but never forgotten. I think for me personally it has affected me greatly since Mana has gone. For some reason she was  a very special soul to me. She had the love a mother has and the fight a parent has for their child. 

Anyway bitches. It's Friday let's party like it's the weekend. 

Until I catch you again. 

Peace.

Monday

Why do Monday mornings feel like the world is ending. You get in, get seated and already feel defeated. Do you love your job that this is not the case? Well if you do then feel happy because I think you are one of a very select few. 

But it is Monday. I will be studying and getting further down the road to where I need to be. A good weekend was had and actually happy I did not venture to the big bash. I missed a few select souls but overall satisfied with my decision. 

Happy Monday all. I hope it's a good week.

2020

The year has started and underway. We need to set goals and be proactive. In my mind the year is planned out and I am ready to roll. In reality I have already missed one target. It needs to be a better year. Last year was regrettably slow on the uptake. I need to get through more this year. Get off my arse and stop being a moany  poney. 

What is the point in going round in circles when the underlying issues are not going away. As you know I love riding. It makes me happy and content. There is a business for me there somewhere. It will come this year. I will work at it and become the person and architect of my desire. So you may hear me going on a bit about it in the months to come but that will be because I am pushing myself to do what I need to in order to make this happen.  

Cape Town is today what you dream of. Cool weather with rain in the sky, falling when it needs to make you feel happy and cry. It brings with it emotions and feelings that make us human. The wind has slowed slightly and makes the cooler weather less aggressive and much more comforting. I love it. It makes me think of things that are tucked away in the back of my brain. 

I hope you all enjoy this day as much as I do. Undoubtedly there will be a ride later so as much as I am content right now the sky will need to clear for a bit later. So I put my request in to the weather controller to do me such.

Be safe all. Enjoy your company and most of all love. With all and everything.

Chat later.

Missing Out

So it is the night I miss a big party. I think about it and have thoughts about what is going on. I have been to this party 2 years in a row. I have absolutely loved it both times. Good friends solid partying and an energy that refreshes itself. I am not there in human but I am there in thought. I will be there next year come hell or high water. Not for the party nor the optional extras that go with it but the pure serenity of being with people who love what you love. Music that makes your soul be what it is. A feeling so great that if you believed in god this is what faith would be. A power that is bigger than you. Music that makes your 2 left feet become a pair of ballerinas dancing toes. A glide... no a tether of motion that is uninterrupted to show your absolute being and what your person entails. No judgment, no fuss just a joy that is felt within your being and watched by people who have no judgement apart from the joy of watching you being YOU. Again I love you all and miss our moments. Have fun. Be YOU and enjoy yourself. I love you dearly. Sleep tight.  😘